Jessie: Anxiety, Depression, Divorce
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ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, PTSD, & Divorce
This is the most difficult thing I have ever done. Going public about my current financial crisis and mental health breakdown.
I have suffered with anxiety, PTSD & depression most of my life. Panic attacks began when I was in elementary school. My childhood was filled with domestic violence and sexual abuse. That's really difficult to share with the world.
Most of you know me as the person you that took care of your pets & the owner and operator of Jessie Grooms. I have been a small business owner since the age of 22. Trying to get away from my toxic family & the endless cycle of abuse, drug addiction, and alcoholism, I moved to NH.
I fell in love. I married someone I didn't know. I was desperate to be loved. Things turned very sour. I did things I didn't want to because I was trying to be a good wife. I was living in marriage that was filled with fear. He walked out on me 6 weeks into to the reopening of my business. He removed two of my dogs from my home, one of which was a registered ESA (emotional support animal). I've had domestic violence protection orders, and no contact orders. All financial assets were always put in his name. I had no income. No back up plan.
Slowly, I spiraled into a deep and dark depression. My anxiety was so high that I stopped eating. I lost 25 lbs in only a couple weeks. I have no family in NH. I have only have one sister in Arizona. I was alone. Alone with nights filled with insomnia, not eating, constant crying, numbness, and heartache. Panic attacks that were so severe it caused me to avoid public places, friends, clients, and reality.
After some adjustments of medications for anxiety, therapy, and really amazing friends I slowly started functioning again. Recently, I was able to find employment. I have no funds to acquire an attorney to aid in the divorce process. I have applied for Pro Bono programs in NH, but have been denied. I have nowhere else to turn.
I'm expected to vacate my house on April 14th, 2018. I have been barely surviving paycheck to paycheck. I am 4+ months overdue on all credit cards & student loans.
Any money raised will aid in attorney fees, moving expenses, health care and will help me get back on my feet.
Please, if you can donate a little, I would really appreciate it.
~Jessie
This is the most difficult thing I have ever done. Going public about my current financial crisis and mental health breakdown.
I have suffered with anxiety, PTSD & depression most of my life. Panic attacks began when I was in elementary school. My childhood was filled with domestic violence and sexual abuse. That's really difficult to share with the world.
Most of you know me as the person you that took care of your pets & the owner and operator of Jessie Grooms. I have been a small business owner since the age of 22. Trying to get away from my toxic family & the endless cycle of abuse, drug addiction, and alcoholism, I moved to NH.
I fell in love. I married someone I didn't know. I was desperate to be loved. Things turned very sour. I did things I didn't want to because I was trying to be a good wife. I was living in marriage that was filled with fear. He walked out on me 6 weeks into to the reopening of my business. He removed two of my dogs from my home, one of which was a registered ESA (emotional support animal). I've had domestic violence protection orders, and no contact orders. All financial assets were always put in his name. I had no income. No back up plan.
Slowly, I spiraled into a deep and dark depression. My anxiety was so high that I stopped eating. I lost 25 lbs in only a couple weeks. I have no family in NH. I have only have one sister in Arizona. I was alone. Alone with nights filled with insomnia, not eating, constant crying, numbness, and heartache. Panic attacks that were so severe it caused me to avoid public places, friends, clients, and reality.
After some adjustments of medications for anxiety, therapy, and really amazing friends I slowly started functioning again. Recently, I was able to find employment. I have no funds to acquire an attorney to aid in the divorce process. I have applied for Pro Bono programs in NH, but have been denied. I have nowhere else to turn.
I'm expected to vacate my house on April 14th, 2018. I have been barely surviving paycheck to paycheck. I am 4+ months overdue on all credit cards & student loans.
Any money raised will aid in attorney fees, moving expenses, health care and will help me get back on my feet.
Please, if you can donate a little, I would really appreciate it.
~Jessie
Organizer
Jessie Rose
Organizer
New Boston, NH