Mathesons neurological Lyme disease

I was bitten by a tick last march on 2014. I have neurological Lyme disease. I was hospitalized three times in Kingston and the hospital didn't treat my Lyme disease. They said I was crazy instead. I'm in so much pain. My mom got me in to see an infectious disease specialist and I am finally starting IV antibiotic treatment next week. My mom had to pay a lot out of pocket for me to see two doctors at Columbia who will treat all of my symptoms. I could not find any help or relief I feel badly cause I'm so debilitated and in pain and my mom has already spent $6000.00 for all my appointments. I cannot work, drive , or function and I am really embarassed cause I want to help but can barely walk. I have been pacing since august. And the Lyme symptoms are getting worse. I was kinda in denial about it. But now that I really cannot function I am glad I am finally going to get treatment.