Grief Drummer Struck by Seizure

Rick Johnson drummer of Grief had a seizure that left him with two shoulders that need ongoing repair. His shoulders are pinned with metal, bone shaved and reshaved and he would like to help his mom and pay a few medical bills. 

Rick  is many people's best friend and seeing him layed up was our idea to make sure he can pay some bills and get back behind the drums. 

We want the "hug monster" back, and the best doom metal drummer back. 

Dude is in serious pain. 

"Encounter many problems in life
Dealing with a constant strife
Confidence nowhere to be found
Ability run into the ground

My future looks extremely bleak
An immediate exit I seek
Ready to take my chances with fate
Carve my name in a block of slate

Razor blades are everywhere
They'll help me through my despair
Horizontal slashes-the wrist
Bleed, purge, my final bliss

My equilibrium is way off balance
I should be placed under surveillance
As I add to these holes in the walls
Life's got me by the balls

Watch me as I come to grief" - from Come to Grief